Secret Doorways™

Posted by 21st Century Smurf at 10:42 PM | 0 comments  

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So why you still coming around?

Posted by 21st Century Smurf at 4:08 PM | 0 comments  

I just realized something.

TRIALS ARE OVER! I'm so happy! All the hours of slaving over a textbook are over.

Well, at least until after Merdeka week then it's back to the old grindstone. Anyway, just wanted to tell you to go here! Read it! Hope you're patient and tolerant. Anyway, I might not be posting here anymore because of that. Everyday blogging has lost its sparkle. It's gotten less fulfilling and I don't know, don't think many people read it. But if you did, thanks a whole bunch. This will receive the bulk of my attention cause I'm posting my stories on it so, if you're interested. This blog probably won't be taken down. It's a year's worth of memories! But, I don't know.

It's not confirmed but I'm a little tired. But if you're interested (probably not) I'll be posting there.

Should I or should I not? That's the queston.

On a side note, if you're hunting down pictures from various events (LEO installation, Nadiah's wedding etc) feel free to find me on Facebook where it'll most likely be. If I remember.

Much later (I hope)
XXX
Cheers!
Sam

Posted by 21st Century Smurf at 7:20 PM | 0 comments  

I've been under the blue lately and it's all YOUR fault. Okay, this is a little directed but I'll try and generalize it so I don't step on any toes. I've been that little curled up figure in the corner for the past few days, emo-ing because I can't stand the way I've been treated. I feel like a bag of trash when I look at you and I can't stand it!

Okay, sure, you can take the fame and glory but I'm just so upset at the way I have been tossed around like some sort of... of.. garbage that is disposable or recycled when needed! I'm fed up! I've had it! I can't stand the way thy have acted as though you own the world and the world owes you happiness for all the pain you've gone through.

NEWS FLASH! Just in case you haven't read that book called LIFE!

The world owes you nothing, you are not owed anything by a Greater Power, you are not the ONLY one who feels like lonely crap - which is ironic considering YOU do it too - and you are not the most pained person on this fricking planet! My language is prosaic, my feelings are in turmoil and what I find most upsetting is you can't even spare a glance at the ones who have been supporting you because you're too caught up in the glory, misery or anger.

The thing I want to say the most?

I feel sorry for you.

Because if this is how you are going to grow up, I don't know how you're going to survive in a world where there isn't constant shelter, shielding you from the cruelties it is capable of. I don't think you'll survive if you'll survive. Who knows? I don't.

Maybe I'm being too harsh and I'm judging you from all the wrong angles. Some people say yes. Some say no. I don't know what to believe when I think about the years I've waste idolizng and making you out to be some sort of Plastics-clone. I don't know what to tell you other than I don't know if I can trust you.

Either of you.

And I'm still deciding if I hate you or not.

Posted by 21st Century Smurf at 3:43 PM | 0 comments  

I don't know what to tell you.

I feel like you're alienating everyone around you so you feel better about yourself. It's like you're purposely telling them their faults, screaming them out to the world and ragging on their problems because they'll make you feel so much better. It's like you want them against to prove that they are exactly as what you say they are.

It makes me sick.

I see you're slowly crumbling, breaking into a thousand pieces because of the stupid things you're doing with the proverbial hammer in your hand, breaking up your body made up of glass, creating cracks and flaws in yourself because you feel like if you're flawed, people will come running to aid you, that they'll be patient with you, have sympathy on you and love you.

I want to forget all about you.

Because, news flash. The world does not revolve around you.

Posted by 21st Century Smurf at 4:18 PM | 0 comments  

Just a little post. It seems like I'm blogging just about everyday and I'm frankly running out of topics for the remaining days. T-minus 3 days till Apocalypto and life run out from the time freeze they've been caught under.

To all Wicked Lovely fans who have not read Fragile Eternity:
Warning! [Major Spoiler!]
Remember the book I got for my birthday? Wicked Lovely's three-quel, Fragile Eternity. Well, when it got to the part where Seth went missing, and Ash went into total freaking-out-depression-mode and begun this thing with Keenan (who is honestly, so selfish! Such a king thing) I was like.. whoa! Hold it. Stop. Wait.

It's like that episode of Friends (stolen idea from Meg's blog because, hell, Shao Wen has Taylor Swift, I have Meg Cabot) where Joey put Little Women in the freezer because he got scared for Beth? Well, when Seth goes AWOL and goes to see the High Court queen, Sorcha (pronounced SIR-ka according to the web) to see if he can become a fairy too so he can be with Ash for eternity.

So, yeah, it's all happy and all but, it freaked me out so much, the fact that once-upon-a-time sweet, caring and wonderfully-in-love-with-Leslie Niall is so evil now, he's like the fairy equivalent of an enraged Harry Osbourne from Spiderman. Yeah, besides the fact that instead of the wicked-cool flying thingy that the Green Goblin has, Niall can control shadows, emotions like envy, lust, etc etc, super strong Hounds that scare the bejeezers out of me and basically all around hatred for Keenan who is such a low life scum who expects people to fall on their knees because he's the Summer King.

Hello? Grow up! He annoys me so much but that's a testament to Melissa Marr's wonderful talent. I don't get annoyed by characters so easily. So far, the ones that annoy me are (P.S. These are all personal opinons so don't take it personally..) :

a) Edward Cullen - admittedly, I don't hate him. It's just, he's so not realistic and yeah.

b) Bella Swan - don't hate her either. Just that she takes 'adoration' to a whole new level. If you love someone, let them go. Okay, so Edward tried that and they both ended up miserable without each other AND earning the Volturi's enmity.

c) Hattie/Ollie (??) : The perfect embodiment of 'two wicked stepsisters'. One's a shoe-in for the Cruella de Ville title and the other is a certified airhead. Go figure.

d) Keenan (newest) : King of the Summer Fairies? More like King of the Narcissistic. If he took a look in the mirror and see that the Summer Court is - frankly - not up to par just yet and see that he needs Ash to trust him - not continuously fuel her dislike for all things fey - then he might get somewhere to letting Donia love him, quelling Winter and Summer's total hatred for the other and becoming friends with Niall AS WELL AS accepting that Seth's not going anywhere, then maybe, he'll become someone endearing.

Just as well, authors who can create characters you hate, are people who observe the world carefully. But I love their books anyway. Meg Cabot will always be my Wonderwall anyway. And maybe Kristin Cashore as well.

Cheers,
More later,
Sammy

Posted by 21st Century Smurf at 2:00 PM | 0 comments